My Floppy Three

Now I feel kinda guilty for this blog entry. I mean, I feel like it only goes to show how self-centered I am. Ha. But this is my blog site after all, so I can post pretty much anything that I want to! Wokay so much for my defensiveness

While there are those things that we willingly share to just about anyone, there are also those that are kind of hard to talk about or simply not for "public knowledge". So as I was saying... it is for that reason that I've limited my unlikeable attributes into... three! They contain undeniable truths and people who know me could attest to that. Here they go potato.

1. Speed-Bagal Girl

I am so slow --- both figuratively and literally. Everytime my friends come up with a joke of some sort or some statements with double meanings, I'm always the last one to get it! Sometimes, I don't even get it at all. So that's the end of it --- it will remain a mystery to me forever. Or maybe I could finally unlock the hidden meaning, only to realize it is waaaay too late to laugh about it or to simply react. I laugh anyways. Ha.

Literally speaking, I'm slow. Period. I'm always last to finish during mealtime --- be it with friends or family. Bathing myself, getting a test paper done (except when I REALLY studied, I'm great at filling it up), dressing up, picking up something, walking, sometimes talking, what else? Etcetera etcetera! I'll leave that for my family and friends to enumerate.

Btw, with regards to the "speed-bagal" term I used as a topping for this first pick, it can be rooted to a conspiracy among my titos and titas during one sunny day in the cementery. Death anniversary, All Souls' Day or a birthday of a loved one who had passed away --- I am not certain as to which among these occasions  we went there for. But it's a yearly thing our family clan does, so yeah. :)) I was but an elementary schoolgirl back then, and I was walking towards our family grave spot [someone tell me that's a right term:))] As soon as I was within the reach of my closest relatives, my tita, as I remember her words, exclaimed "Gags! [that was my nickname, and it still is] Alam mo, tawag ko na sa'yo? Speed Bagal!" blah blah blah...I can't remember anymore the exact words that succeeded that brand new title bestowed upon me. Everyone who heard it giggled and laughed in agreement. I still remember that tita! You know who you are!! Hahaha don't worry! I didn't take it as an insult, neither did I take it as a joke. She was just being truthful, guys. No wonder she recently told me I looked blooming as ever! I kid, I kid.

2. Laziness & Procrastination = Combo FTW

It's hard to admit, but this is real, this is me, I'm exactly where...joke. But yeah, this is me. I'm sure it is not only I who has to deal with these attitude problems. Group hug fellow lazybugs & procrastinators!

I am a lazy individual at heart. As a kid, I didn't always feel like obeying my folks in every way. I have this silly grudge I hold within me everytime people around, especially elders, ask me to run errands. All the more when I'm in the middle of being so drawn to something, like maybe TV or a coloring book -- and then they ask me to stop and do something for them. Bad vibes, bad vibes.

And then, as I grew older, I sorta absorbed my family's traditions, dos and donts, POV, concepts of communication and so on. But every once in a while, I think I unconsciously become lazy again. Let's briefly put it this way: Laziness, meet Procrastination. Instantly, they're best friends! Inseperable, I might add.

They brought a lot of trouble for me though. They gave birth to Cramming. And you know what? They were one happy family! I'm like they're adopted child. They tagged me along in their family get-togethers. Boy, I was happy --- at first. They didn't really want me in their family?! They just used me! Because in so doing, they could become more effective in their "purposes". That must have been why everytime I was in their company, I felt uneasy and half-satisfied. I never got to hone "the" moment into its full potentials simply because they were there. Whatever happened to 'now is all you've got' catch phrase? :'( Gone, gone, gone.

3. Ningas-Kugon Syndrome

My oh my. Sa umpisa lang magaling, ika-nga. For instance, I read a nice book that I just found sitting on our mini library at home. And then I lose interest, quit reading it for days... And next thing I know, I'm already reading a new book --- which I highly doubt I will finish. You see, the start and the "mid-start" parts are always the exciting ones! I'm not just referring to reading a book. I'm pertaining as well to the many other aspects of my decision-makings in life. Seldom do I get to get a thing done in time. And very seldom do I get them into a nice finished product. Hay nako talaga. What's that I'm hearing? Paasa syndrome? That's a different story honey. =D

So what now, you may ask. Just because they're there doesn't mean I have to live it with, do I? At least inaamin ko, diba. Hahaha. Now that they are out in the open, I guess that's already a heads up for me to get moving and do something about these while I'm only 18 before they could damage my heart and the hearts of those around me haha. You should, too, dear reader. Whatever your floppy choochoo is/are. Well marami pa 'kong flop traits like I've been thinking maybe I should write a book on the Loserdom of Blesse Usana but uhmmmm 'wag na lang....muna. HAHA. Wink wink

Thanks for reading.

Carrying on,

Blesse

P.S. I just tweeted that Organic Chemistry is designed to complicate my life and that I'm sorry for being so negative but right now it's just the truth. Huhu! Second in line to the throne is Physics 2. And now I'm waiting for Sarah to send me our powerpoint presentation for the problem sets on Electric Circuits. As I wait in the moment, I managed to write this so I guess it's pretty much a blessing na rin, updating my blog. Haha. Hay. Carry on, carry on.

P.S. 2 I have so much beautiful and exciting things in mind like maybe 

• discovering how to edit photos other than through Picnik
• reading and discovering more blogs, making lists of places that I wanna go to for when I travel the world! haha
• scanning my drawings from way back so i can write a blog about it
• updating my playlist and therefore download by albums so i can fully enjoy my fave types of music  
• paint even if i know i'm just a feeling-painter
• adding more to my "in-progress-black-dress-collection" as in wala lang i just thought maybe it'd be nice for me to have my own collection of my black dresses
• finishing those books i borrowed from friends haha grabehan sa tagal kong magbalik
• finally watch the dvds a friend lent me 
• buying tickets for a concert which my chicas and i will watch haha grabe puro pasarap nasa isip
• learning more about physical therapy organizations around the world and the like 
• making a 2011 year-ender post (which is obviously so damn overdue)
• talking to my dentist tita 
• ordering this Taylor Swift perfume online haha 
• getting back into playing the guitar para lang may hobby na ako ulit
• playing bowling with siblings
• having a pamper day with no one but myself :)) in a way i'm a lone wolf, you see
• downloading more stuff so my galaxy tab won't be as boring as it is now 
• upgrading my ipon money ha ha ha 
• subscribe to bb social cos my phone is just lifeless without it 
• discover more yummy foods
• but I'll have to focus on my REAL priorities right now. :)) buuuuut in the name of my serious need and desire to get away from my floppy three forever, one of which is procrastination, I will do my best to get all these done before January ends. #ambisyosa

Bye for real!!!!! I'm going back to my life now hahaha.